silence is ringing in my head
stuck on repeat

had study skills camp for the past 2 days and
it ended around 9plus everyday. olivia and
denise came to stayover at my place and we had
so much fun ! ((: the camp was pretty fun.
reflections on ourselves really made everyone
cried their eyeballs out. made me thought alot
about everything. haha.

last day of camp today. closing ceremony was
just damn sad. everyone cried, AGAIN. haha. =X
too touching ? im so dead. lessons resume
tmr and hw not done finished. rahh, sch
just suck. im just not in the mood for
blogging now. sigh, later.

i dont wanna let go.

DEX :: i miss you too, so much. take care
of yourself pls. -hugs

XUE :: ALIBABA ? lols. madness pls. (:

JEFF :: lessons resume tmr and i wont be
enjoying sch very much ! boooo. :(

FARAH :: MAHA, i saw her ytd too. and oh
boy, nothing to say. she just pisses me
off man. see you around !

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me


this show's always making me tear.
its just so saddening. :(
and i think channel 5 cut off
some parts of the damn show.
RAHHH. pre-school blues. HMMM.

now I feel a vibe I just cant describe it
much as your pride tries to hide it

i didnt go to church agn when i said i must
cos i didnt go last week. im feeling UNHOLY.
tsk. :| couldnt fall asleep last night, was
thinking bout some stuffs and watched the
whole of sweden VS netherlands match. best
friend called me up and talked while watching
the game. ((:

met carrie at her workplace and helped her
marked some papers. lols. after marking,
cabbed down to the tau huey place and waited
for daphy to come. ate and chatted alot. :D
passed by our FAVOURITE cheapo shops too.
maha. took mrt back home with daphy. (:

sch's starting tmr. no more this and no
more that. this sucks. plus my hw are not
complete yet. -sulks i wonder why things
seem to be falling apart when i dun want
it to. im lost, i dunno what to do. i
dunno how you are feeling. i love you, still.

NAT :: LOL, you still wanna know how to make
colour text ? =X lols. i'll pop by your blog
later to see the rainbow. hhmm. :D

FIONA :: yes you're right, i havent done
finish my hw. lols. i'll see you tmr ! and
i miss you too. ((: take care yeah.

MARY :: sensual ? lols. thanks. who are
you anyway ? (:

SM :: hey you ! haha i like the kiss on
the butt too. lols, yeah i'll see you in
sch.

BELL :: thanks ! we really underestimated
greece man. haha ! and yeah, the lard didnt
win. so yay. :D lols. take care my smelly
body odour-ed goob !

OLIVIA :: LOL, what porn !? your mum's mad
pls. haha. you and bell want to quarrel on
my comment box now lah. lols. see you tmr
pls.

JEFF :: sch re-opening where got happy lah
pls ?! haha. -slaps

DENISE :: haha, mam gorgeous an suwathi
pweetee yeah ? ((: see you tmr.

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all my shame to the grave
I would

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone


you're the one i need.


EDIT;
i ate a banana just now and in the end i puked
out everything. well, it was nice actually. :|
just wanna thank PING for this lovely
layout. haha, changed a lil here and there. the
boxes and stuff.

i cant believe greece won france. disappointment
man. haha. bbq ytd was alright. gotta admit the
food was much better than my bbq the other time.
lols. (: met up with carrie and daphy and made
our way down ta monks to meet the rest. drank
quite a bit and felt a lil tipsy. cabbed back
with carrie and daphy home.

what a long entry for today. off ta rest
soon or sth. ((:

BERYL :: HELLOOOO YOU BACK. ((: havent
seen you in a while. take care.

KIM :: lols, sorry i didnt pick up your
calls and everything. hazel's gonna kill
me, i think. :| 1711 used to be free what
so i didnt know okay. ass, do you just
have to quarrel with me over that. lols.
-slaps see you soon lil one.

OLIVIA :: -slaps back lols ! we shall go
eat one day after sch or sth. yayy. :D
bell's so nice !

DAPHY :: yoohoo old man ! yeah, we shall
havwe tau huey session soon. im wanting
eat some soon man. ((:

lols, talking about someone bringing
tau huey over to my house in the morn,
BELL my darling goob actually delivered
tau huey over to my place and surprised
me in the morn. :D :D thanks a whole lot
babe, it totally made my day. and the
tau huey was good ! haha. -hugs ((:

so she hanged out at my place and shes
still here btw. haha. laughed till my
throat hurts now. she seriously cracks
me up. :D lols. -grins she put up some
of my stupid pics on display on msn. i
look retarded. :\ lols ! love you pal.
im feelin' estatic today. :D :D

and hhmm, gotta head down ta ecp real
soon for the bbq. rahh, my internet
connection's cocking up and its super
irritating. >:( alright, im off. gotta
go bathe and get ready. ((:

OLIVIA :: yes, i spelt it correctly
this time. :D maha ! sorry bout your
wallet. and we shant talk about it
no more. haha.

SURINA :: HAHA, yeah. its a good song.
we're getting carried away man. maha.

BELL :: VERY FUNNY BELL. you're the one
saying it and you're the one who did
it in the end. -smiles thanks agn okay ?
love you plenty plenty you smelly goob !
:D :D

CARRIE :: BRITS nice what. lols ! and
yes, tau huey ! -chants i cant wait.
i feel like eating that for breakfast,
lunch and dinner. okay, thats mad. =X
and i missed out all the fun. -sulks
haha, see you later. (:

guilty by association
you point the finger at me again

so my comp finally came back but the
sound system aint working and i cant
listen to any music or whatsoever. >:(
everyone went sentosa today in the
early morn while i overslept and stayed
home today. lols.

woke up at the wrong side of the bed and
felt like total shit when i woke up. lil
shout out to daphy. thanks for hearing me
out in the afternoon girl ! (: felt a lil
better after that. met up with best friend
for drumming and she ended up losing her
wallet at the arcade. poor thing, had like
about 80plus bucks in that wallet.
yikes. :|

met up with beeby, carrie, brits, nor, daph
and a whole load of peeps after that. lols.
slacked at some cafe at bugis and bitched
bout this person and that person. lols !
=X took a bus home. dad's rather WEIRD
today. note the spelling olivia. LOL. :D
dragged my bro and i out to haf supper
wit him when we're not even hungry. tsk.

i wish someone could just deliver a nice
bowl of tau huey for me tmr morn. free
anyone ? :D :D

NIC :: heyhey ! yeah, was nice ta see you
ytd. and you take care yeah ? see you
around soon agn. ((:

BELL :: bell darls ! lols, you better
get enough rest before marching pls. (:
and yes, i miss you too !

ESTHER :: lols ! yes LP LP LP. :D :D
its alright, they'll come agn or sth !
haha.

everything you say to me
takes me one step closer to the edge

and im about to break ! lols. im still
in the linkin park mood thing. haha !
((: so yes, lunched with kimmie at
pastamania. felt so full after that
even though we didnt finish our food.
cabbed down ta kallang cos we were alr
running late. haha.

surprisingly, met nic at kallang before
the game. havent seen her for like so
so long. ((: haha. chatted a lil while
and had a game after that. lols, some
stupid biatch kept pushing and everyone
got so bloody pissed. :\ didnt play much,
leg was aching.

i hope you'll be okay.

SURINA :: haha the entry where got short !?
its pretty long. lols, and yes the concert
was super good. those ang mo's were simply
so irritating i swear. when good charlotte
comes, you'll go crazy man. HAHA. :D :D

BELL :: -screams along LOL. miss you pal.
((:

DEX :: yeah its the third day. -pouts and
i sure do miss you too ! ((: oh wells, gonna
see you tmr yes no ? you meant the heart full
of pain thing ? haha. HHMMMMM. smwahs*

DENISE :: LOL, that guy's the funniest pls.
poor guy, paid 150 for nothing. haha. see
you soon suwathi ! :D :D

who can rock a rhyme like this;
step, step up. step, step up.

YAY, the linkin park concert was a real
BLAST man. ((: had like a hell load of
fun. queued up with surina since about
noon and lynn came after that. had to
sit under the hot fat sun and everyone
was seriously dying or sth. lols. but
i guess its all worthwhile. :D :D

6plus and they started opening to let
everyone in. so much of pushing and
many ppl tried to cut queue. >:( rah.
now i know why there can be stampedes
in a rock concert cos everyone was
like pushing while waiting for linkin
park. alot of arguements around just
cos caucasian girls kept pushing their
way to the front using their BREASTS. :|
tsk.

FUNNIEST part was when this man shouted
LINKIN PARKKKK and he fainted instantly
on the spot and got carried away. hilarious
pls. haha. =X the concert was super good !
:D :D legs are aching man.

alright, better end off now. gotta rush
off ta parkway ta meet kim for lunch.
netball carnival again today.
rahh. i miss beeby. ((:

with you; my burdens
seem so far away

seems like i havent been really typing
a proper entry for quite a few days.
damn it, i was changing template halfway
and my comp just have to get all hanged
up and now everything's gone. pfft, all
the work gone down the drain. probably
do it agn tmr. >:( $(^*$#@%^

still cant sleep at this hour. and and,
linkin park gig tmr ! :D :D popped by
bell's hse today and went snapping away
with the cam and took alot of pics. LOL,
funny pics pls. -winks ((: didnt meet
beeby today. alright, guess im off
ta bed now. eyes shutting alr.

i hate the way im feeling.
i love you.

xue just cracks me up in the morn.
lols ! ((:

rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
what trash talk.
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
you stalk me right.
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
copy me do same things.
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
TSK.
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
..................................................
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
lols.
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
yah
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
im a stalker leh.
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
you look outta your window now
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
do you see a ah soh in purple
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
using a laptop?
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
OHHHH.
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
I SEE YOU LOR.
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
-waves-
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
bring telescope some more.
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
HOW COME ?!
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
YAH
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
-waves
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
got camp there also.
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
TSK.
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
must SNATCH you from dex la
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
you stalk until like that.
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
so im resolve to doing such things lor
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
)=
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
tskkk.
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
can still bring laptop and telescope come here.
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
i called the 62353535 bring over for me de.
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
....
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
LOL.
i wanna take you on a ride * says:
x=
- rhonda * you're my reason for living ; says:
that one pizzahut can !?

-_-

go away.






period.

CLARE :: hey clare dear ! ((: havent been catching up with you. yeapps, we'll go out soon. smiles. you did well for the quiz ! :D :D take care babe.

DENISE :: haha, actually i thought the last question was quite easy. =X lols, see you soon pls.

CARRIE :: hello PRETTIEST WO. lols, alot of ppl care bout what movie i last watch okay ! lols. :D and i didnt give my dog those NICE names.

CANDICE :: LOL. i got like quite low for yours as well. your questions are those how-would-i-know questions. lols.

NAT :: yeapps ! 2 ppl actually got 100. haha. ((: 70 is good too though. haha.

OLIVIA :: SHUT YOU BACK LAH. lols. fool lah you, never read properly. haha. who ask you didnt think properly ? -slaps

FIONA :: hello you ! you dropped by to say you miss me and i noe you're shy thats why you said i suck first. AWW. :D right, miss you too ! ((: take care pls.

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

attention ! everyone who didnt receive
the e-mail, do the quiz ! just click
the above. :D :D yayy. rather tricky.
so yes, go figure it out !

((:

I MISS YOU.
:D :D

yes, you.
and i really do.
SMWAHS* ((:

she think she can turn back time
make you lose your mind

yayyy. im back im back. lols. :D :D
reached sg around 3plus in the morn ytd.
was pretty fun, ate like a whole lot and
i HOPE i wont gain weight. lols. hhmm,
shopping there's good. went ta alot of
places and one place had like 6000 shops.
walked till my legs could have just collapsed.
haha. =X rather wierd ppl there as well.

alright, enough bout that. im super
exhausted now. slept at around 5plus
last night and got woken up by kimmie's
call. had ta go for netball, rahh. >:(
was simply too tired and the sun was
seriously a killer today. face is like
hurting now. gonna hop onto my bed soon.
yawnns.

missed all you peeps so much ! :D lols.
best friend called me this morn and told
me bout SOMEONE. oh man, i've got nth
to say. for goodness sake, what a loser. :|
and hey, if you're reading this. assume all
you want. hah ! jackass.

maybe i shouldnt be so mean. but to a person
like her ? having second thoughts bout what
i said bout being mean. hhmmmm. forget bout
that. oh ! i so forgot father's day coming
soon. i think im just crapping too much. =X

replies to comments !
XUE :: what ask for presents ?! you'll have
many on friday what. maha ! :D :D

OLIVIA :: hello bestfriend ! ((: yeah im
back alr. missed you man. and glad i saw
you today and all. hugs.

DENISE :: hey my darling suwathi. :D mam
missed you too ! suwathi good or not ?
LOL.

CIA :: heyys, yeah the weather was a real
killer over there. but i had so much fun
shopping ! haha. see ya soon.

DAN :: hello OLD MAN. lols, i enjoyed
myself and i missed you like ermmm. birds
and sheeps ! :D :D thats so crappy. and
pls take care too. ((:

ESTHER :: hello you ! yeapps, im back
alr. take care too yeah ? haha.

feeling you close to me

look at the time. its like about 5plus
and i still cant sleep. :( wierd feelin'.
haha. dad's been bugging bro and i to
sleep and all. and we havent pack anything
till now. lols ! =X

off to bangkok tmr morn. going there for
5 days. and i'll miss all of you ! best
friend, bell, suwathi, surina, old man,
mean and blah blah. esp. YOU. :D :D
though its only a short while. am still
msging dex at this hour. hhmm, stayed
over at her place ytd. had fun ! woke up
like super late and met huilin. ((: went
town in the night and met nor at far east.

shall reply the comments here after this
entry. yawns. im getting tired but i cant
get to sleep ? >:( rah. guess im off now.
till then, TAKE CARE. :D

BEEBY :: SMWAH* lols, take care of
yourself yeah ? 5 days will go by in no
time. :D dun be upset alright. i love you !
((:

CIA :: heyy, yeah will be leaving tmr. its
hot there ? haha okay. take care too yeah.

KIM :: LOL. thanks agn for that 'good' plan.
just hope it'll like work out ?! lols. fitness
training ? oh man, lucky im not going. =X lols.
me RELATIVE is doing good here in canada. so
erm, yeah. :| LOL. this is total rubbish. take
care my lil one ! :D :D

NAT :: eeww. i hate durian ! -pukes yucks.
lols.

PING :: lol ?! my friend was talking to me the
other time and accidentally typed sex too. =X
lols. yeah, see you around too babe ! :D -hugs

so much for my happy ending

rahh, i dunno what am i doing here at
this hour when i have netball early in
the morn tmr. :| and im like gonna fall
asleep anytime. i've been slping too
much late. tsk. -shakes head

WOOT, today was pretty fun. woke up in
the afternoon. head down to beeby's
place. watched some vcds; cabin fever
or sth like that. lols ! the show's so
god damn BLOODY. great company with
beeby though ! -grins ate dinner at her
place. headed home in the night. :D :D

im off ta sleep soon !
gooooddnnnigghhhttt. ((:

love love beep beep.

I wanted you to know
That I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain away
I keep your photograph
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain

am so glad that you've came into my
life. yes, YOU. DEX KHOO. :D :D
it may just be a entry that expresses
how i feel, im sure deep down you know
its all true. somehow that rhymed. =X
lols.

it was surprising that you msged me that
day. though it was just a simple msg. it
turned out to be sth so great. unexpected
but you became a part of me. (: your
constant msges never failed to brighten
up my day ever since. and i thank you for
giving me sth to look forward to everyday.
this may be a lil mushy and all but hey,
its how i really feel ! and im sure you
know it.

i wished you could squeeze yourself into
a luggage and i can bring you over to bangkok
with me. but i cant. :( i'll always rmb
the times we counted stars together. just
wanna say i love love love you beeby. :D :D
and i meant what i said. will be seeing
you tmr ! yay. i hope you're okay now
cos i wont wanna see you feeling down or
anything. am always here whenever you need
someone. im HERE. :D smwahs*

HUGS YOU.
((:

MAM wants to tell SUWATHI,

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY. :D :D

[d] enise. says:
YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL TO MEEE.
- rhonda * you're a d d i c t i v e ; says:
OOOHH.
- rhonda * you're a d d i c t i v e ; says:
MAM BEAUTIFOOL ?
[d] enise. says:
NO MAM. YOU MISTAKEN. SUWATHI SINGING TO ROCKET
- rhonda * you're a d d i c t i v e ; says:
WHY YOU NOT SINGING TO MAM ?
- rhonda * you're a d d i c t i v e ; says:
ROCKET BEAUTIFOOL, MAM NOT BEAUTIFOOL ?
- rhonda * you're a d d i c t i v e ; says:
=(
- rhonda * you're a d d i c t i v e ; says:
MAM NOT HAPPY.
[d] enise. says:
MAM NOT BEAUTIFUL YOU SEE.
[d] enise. says:
MAM WHY NOT HAPPY.
- rhonda * you're a d d i c t i v e ; says:
MAM WANT TO SEND SUWATHI BACK TO PHILIPPINES.
[d] enise. says:
MAM NOT BEAUTIFUL.. BUT MAM IS GORGEOUS
[d] enise. says:
NONO.
- rhonda * you're a d d i c t i v e ; says:
-FLINGS HAIR-
- rhonda * you're a d d i c t i v e ; says:
MAM VERY GORGEOUS.
[d] enise. says:
MAM. ABSOULUTELY

LOL. =X

eat you up like a chocolate bar


dex's blog kinda influenced me to use
some colours for my entry. lols ! :D :D
purple purple purple.

just came back not long ago. lunch
with mum. its been a while since i
actually gone out with her alone.
hahs. ((: clubbing last night. danced
till like 3plus with the company of
alot of ppl. lazy to name out. lols.
cabbed back home without my hse keys
and i was stuck outside till my mum
came out to let me in. =X

yawnns. im tired ! didnt get much of
sleep. was msging beeby this morning.
off to meet bestfriend later. i feel
like shopping ! lols. :|

i need a change of template.
mine's getting borrrinngg.


to my BROWN beeby :: i love you so ! :D :D
just a lil note for you. what would i do
without you. ((:

BORED.

and i miss you.
entertainment is very much needed now.
lols. :(

town with bf, surina, nat and denise. ((:
denise overslept and met up late in the
end. lols. lunch at bk and jamming for
an hour. walked around and blah blah.
hhmm, went to cine arcade and played
the air hockey thing. super funny pls.
lols ! :D :D

met beeby dex after that for a lil
while. couldnt stay for long due to
some stuffs. haha. oh well, a while
was good too. -smiles msn sucks balls.
im getting signed in and out for the
98403243 time and its getting so
irritating. >:(

im bored broke bored broke bored.
but i still went to spend my money
on stuffs today. :( NOT GOOD.
arghh, i dunno why im feeling like
THIS. -bangs wall

:| sigh.

SSB today with beeby (LOL), xue and nor !
bumped into huiwen, raine and gang at the
mrt and went together in the end. ((:
great company though ! sun wasnt that hot
but i got sunburnts on my back. painful. :(
and my face + body is like radiating heat
now. lols !

came back home and i slept the whole evening.
some stuffs happened and i guess i do have
my faults as well. and all i wanna say is
that im sorry. and i mean it ! :D bell
came back from indo and called me. talked
for quite some time. lols, miss that grrl
so much ! ((:

im broke and thats sad.
i so need to work.
rahh.

i hate you for using him.

love keeps lifting me higher

oh boy, what a long day. a BIG thank you
to all those to msged me and call me or
whatsoever and wished me happy birthday !
really sweet. :D :D

so met up with dexie today ! along with
nor and eugene (correct name ?). and hhmm,
ate at brown box and took bus to dex's place
to slack. watched this horror ghost movie.
lols ! :| took many many pics too ! ((:
went to meet my family after that for dinner.
dad was just being sucha wimp. rahh. forget
bout it.

and sorry fiona ! i didnt go town today so
i didnt get to meet you. lols. :D had fun
today with a great company.

sunset bay tmr !
yay. ((: